Nope. I’m a crying broken down mess right now. Total meltdown.
I have one more day before Christmas break. But this first Christmas without my father had me emotionally charged without really noticing myself. And now I broke.
that loss is understandably hard at this time of year. it's ok to meltdown Maybe you could light a candle for him or set a place at the table to remember him and make him part of your day
My father died 14 years ago, a few days before Christmas. This holiday has been sad for me ever since. But time came and I found joy again. The same will happen to you. Take your time to grief, it's totally ok. Of course it has changed you. I'm sending you a big hug...
I can never remember our time change, but I hope you are on break now. I'm sorry, holidays are rough without the ones we love. Sending you hugs from here. And it's ok to cry. My mom cries sometimes over my sister who died at 6 months old, 35 years ago.
@bestcee yes I'm on break as of now. I left early, so I skipped the party and drinks. It took a long while to calm down and I'm not there yet. But I'm much better then last night. :)
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