Jenn, kind of like me with a new DELUXE Wacom tablet/pen. I researched them for weeks...looked for bargain prices, knew that with a "better" one I would actually USE it. But I decided against it and was really worried DH or DS would get me one. But I use my iPad ALL THE TIME. I fall asleep in front of the TV if I don't have a game of solitaire or mah jong or Wordly going, so it's next to my chair in the family room. I take it to bed with me and do a last swing thru my email, texts, FB, IG, and, of course, TLP before lights out. Now, of course, I will be Procreating!