A brief update....

[MrsPeel]

Thinking of you always dear Cynthia

me too, and I was thinking this morning I need to catch up with your gallery!!!!!

My Cyn... forever love and hugs to you, friend. One step at a time, struggling and all, is still one step. Look forward. I'm there for every one, when you need me. We cannot change what was not done, but we can hope and believe in the days to come. There will be someone who will go above and beyond. You deserve it. I wish I was able to fight for you and get the care you deserve and need. My wish for those that are making this a difficult journey for you is not nice, so I shall keep it to myself. (Maybe a bout or two of diarrhea?)

I'm not going to say much because I'm already in tears again, but I owe you so much.....
a bout or two of diarrhea sounds great

You are always in my heart my sweet friend. I know I don't check in with you often enough and I promise to do that more. Love you and I hope that you are on a path to wellness.

you are in my heart, and I know you will be ready to lend a ear or a shoulder if I reach out.... so not to worry. I just wished so much we were geographically nearer... I know if I had many of you at least in the same country, it would be a much easier time

I've been thinking of you a lot, you know.. Love you and sending HUGE hugs your way!!

I know. I didn't want to go on full on with you on the whole state of mind because I know you are busy and even more so, I got you scrapping the challenges and it makes me sooo happy that you are becoming more and more part of this family, but you have been there for me all last week, and you know I treasure your friendship (can't wait for Christmas so I can use the ornaments you gave me last year for our tree!!!!!!!

so happy you are scrapping - just saw your challenge page in the gallery love

I think my dad must be whispering to your soul, because last week, you understood the way he used to..... I owe you so much...love you, so so much.

Oh Cynthia, I'm so sorry that you have been so low and having such a difficult time, both with your health and with the doctors who are supposed to be looking out for you. Hugs and love, my friend...

you know how important you are to me...8 or 9 years of admiring you and 5 years of you giving so much support . The whole thing with the health service is frustrating to put it lightly, I keep praying for strength, and knowing I have you guys makes it a lot easier

uhm Cynthia? you are stubborn and loud in high places!
you know I love you and am praying and believing for you!

you know you have a HUGE place in my heart, thank you, thank you so so much, missed you dearly, so glad to have you back around, I keep praying to continue having strength

I sincerely hope that you can overcome this as quickly as possible!

bless you

hope things are a bit better on your side? You are such a fighter, for not only yourself but your whole family, you are in our prayers

I know I'm kind of the new kid here, but you have been so kind to me since day 1, Cynthia. I always feel the warmth and love coming out of you in every post you make. I honestly don't know how you go on like you do - knowing a little bit about all of your health issues. Please don't ever feel like you're letting any of us down in any way. This wonderful place, that I'm so thankful I found, is the most supportive group I've ever been a part of, online.

We got along just fine with the 10 Days - I can tell that everybody involved with all of the wonderful activity here at TlP just roll with whatever they have to roll with. It went off without a hitch, as far as I could tell. We missed you, of course, and were worried about you!

It makes my blood boil that you had to go through with that unacceptability at the clinic! It really does! Nobody should be treated like that, especially someone who is as seriously ill as you are! Sending you lots and lots of hugs and love.

oh I loved you from day 1!!!!!!!! you are a wonderful person, sometimes the friendship grows a lot in little time, and I hope this one will continue always!!!!! so so glad you are here and have become such a wonderful part of this family!!!!!!!!!

 

[StefanieS]

Sending you lots of love and a super gentle cyber hug.

 

[Cristina]

Cynthia, I am so sorry it took you so long and you had to go through so much trouble just to get assessed! The news is not good, but I pray your doctors can find a way to make things better for you. We are always here for you! It's going to be a difficult path but I know that is not going to stop you - you are amazing! Ti mando un grosso abbraccio!

 

[mcurtt]

Cynthia, I knew you were missing in action, but I was afraid to even ask. Even with your health issues, you are remaining positive, and that is key to living a happy life. Granted, you aren't in a good position right now, but I do truly hope that there will be brighter days in your future. Love & hugs!

 

[meggersjm]

aw, big hugs. Sounds like a rough road, but you got this! Please be your own advocate and trust your gut!!

 

[dagi]

you've got some really hard-core friends here Cynthia @MrsPeel and I am SO happy to be one of them . Filip cherishes the London snowglobes he got from you and Sarita as the biggest treasure!!

 

[Sara]

I am so happy to see an update from you sweet Cynthia..because you have been on my heart and mind since your appointment..but my heart is heavy for the news itself. I am so very sorry for the added stress and uncertainty and pain for you, piled on top of all you already endure with each day.

Continuing to hold you in prayer, dear heart.

 

[cinderella]

Sending you a big hug...

 

[Ferdy]

ohh my dear...I'm so sorry to hear this news, I'll be putting you in my prayers, be strong, please!!!

 

[berniek]

Oh Cynthia!
I’ve been mia for a long while and knew you weren’t your best lately but not to this extent. I’m so sorry. I don’t know what to say, I just want to give you a hug.

Just know that I’m here.

 

[bcgal00]

I wish I could be there with you to give you a big hug and have a good heart-to-heart with you. I think of your strength and struggles a lot. Be strong and persevere, and never stop being the chatterbox that you are

 

[IntenseMagic]

You are always in my heart, in my prayers, and on my mind!!
I hope that you always feel surrounded by all the love for you that there is here and in all the lives that you touch.

 

[patsyt]

So sorry to hear that you're having to deal with this Cynthia! You are, of course, always in my thoughts and prayers. Be strong ... you can do this!

 

[Gaelle]

my dear Cynthia @MrsPeel you are always in my prayers. I send you big hugs (even there are virtual). you have a huge place in my heart

 

[kayjaydo]

oh Cynthia, I was hoping for much better news for you. Stay strong and hugs to you and Sarita, sounds like you both need them. Thinking of and praying for you. Take care...

 

[MrsPeel]

Sending you lots of love and a super gentle cyber hug.

thank you Stefanie, I need to catch up with you, your gallery, life and all.... tI ll try make it this weekend

Cynthia, I am so sorry it took you so long and you had to go through so much trouble just to get assessed! The news is not good, but I pray your doctors can find a way to make things better for you. We are always here for you! It's going to be a difficult path but I know that is not going to stop you - you are amazing! Ti mando un grosso abbraccio!

ahhh carina, gazzie mile- un altro abraccio per te, e grazzie per pregare, ho bisognio!!! (not sure my grammar is ok, I don't speak Italian often these days!!!!! te voglio bene !!!!)

Cynthia, I knew you were missing in action, but I was afraid to even ask. Even with your health issues, you are remaining positive, and that is key to living a happy life. Granted, you aren't in a good position right now, but I do truly hope that there will be brighter days in your future. Love & hugs!

thank you, so so much, you know how special you are to me, thanks so so much

aw, big hugs. Sounds like a rough road, but you got this! Please be your own advocate and trust your gut!!

I keep trying... the health service here in the UK is a bit tricky, you may get amazing physicians but a bad admin in some departments and the other way round in others.... is free so with some stuff, no matter how much you work on it...is pointless... I'm lucky my GP is an amazing doctor...and that I have amazing families, my blood one, friends and scrappers....so I keep leaning on you guys here

you've got some really hard-core friends here Cynthia @MrsPeel and I am SO happy to be one of them . Filip cherishes the London snowglobes he got from you and Sarita as the biggest treasure!!

lets hope we can meet in person at some point... love having you here more often, not just because you make the gallery shine but also because I can pester you here to apart from Facebook
Sarita mentioned Filip the other day, she said she saw another one and ois going to get ot for him so, maybe he doesn't need to wait till Xmas!!!!

I am so happy to see an update from you sweet Cynthia..because you have been on my heart and mind since your appointment..but my heart is heavy for the news itself. I am so very sorry for the added stress and uncertainty and pain for you, piled on top of all you already endure with each day.

Continuing to hold you in prayer, dear heart.

Thank you so so very much you know I love you, admire you in every way possible... I think I am praying this year foe all the years I didn't... as I mentioned, I'm lucky, blessed with the most amazing families...
my blood family, they are amazing and already sending people to help, a friend of mine (a 43 years friendship thos December!) arranged with her work to be able to come stay with me whilst Sarita is away , she lives in Argentina, so that is a BIG thing she is doing....and you guys? I don't have enough words to tell you how much I love you

Sending you a big hug...

back at you... with all this stuff, I didn;t mention the fires... I did think of you and I was meaning to write when I got your message (I m not sure, but I think I still haven't answered?) I'm so so glad you guys are ok. Huge huggzz

ohh my dear...I'm so sorry to hear this news, I'll be putting you in my prayers, be strong, please!!!

'brigada minha linda most appreciated, e tenho metade de Buenos Aires, umquarto do Rio de Janeiro e Trancoso enteira rezando por nos, to segurando por enquanto...

Oh Cynthia!
I’ve been mia for a long while and knew you weren’t your best lately but not to this extent. I’m so sorry. I don’t know what to say, I just want to give you a hug.

Just know that I’m here.

I do. I know. I are always with me as I have you with my house keys!!!!!! If things continue to be like these past couple of weeks, we maybe going your way when my mum comes in November, I ll let you know when I know more -

I wish I could be there with you to give you a big hug and have a good heart-to-heart with you. I think of your strength and struggles a lot. Be strong and persevere, and never stop being the chatterbox that you are

you know how much I love you and admire you, and I don't think I have said it enough this past year......
thank you so so much for always being there when I need to talk too

You are always in my heart, in my prayers, and on my mind!!
I hope that you always feel surrounded by all the love for you that there is here and in all the lives that you touch.

Oh Jan..... I have been meaning to organize for us to catch up with you & @Lor , I ll get organized and see if we can get together at same time... almost 10 years of friendship..... you know I treasure you both, even if I have been a bit absent minded lately. Thank you so so much

So sorry to hear that you're having to deal with this Cynthia! You are, of course, always in my thoughts and prayers. Be strong ... you can do this!

thanks so so much Patsy, miss you at the GSO team...I need to catch up with you too!!!

my dear Cynthia @MrsPeel you are always in my prayers. I send you big hugs (even there are virtual). you have a huge place in my heart

Merci, ma petite... meme chose pour toi, tourjours dans mes prieres (je ne sais pas ..c'est ci ,prayers? )

oh Cynthia, I was hoping for much better news for you. Stay strong and hugs to you and Sarita, sounds like you both need them. Thinking of and praying for you. Take care...

glad to see you around still I did have great news with the heart clinic, I have the heart failure controled-ish, I was able to lower my blood pressure but then this thing....lets hope this treatment works, the diet thing is proper torture, but almost two weeks and I'm holding on.... lets hope I can keep this at bay too Huggzzzzzz

 

[KarenW]

You are one of the truly special people in this world Cynthia, the support you give everyone is amazing and you always make me smile with your praise. We all love you so much and wish you nothing but the best on your path to getting well. Take care of yourself and keep fighting (that doesn't really need to be said- you are a fighter always!)

love and lots of hugs your way xx

 

[Kiana]

I am sending you prayers and good thoughts. With my husband dealing with kidney failure and dialysis right now I know a little of why you don't want to get dialysis.
You and your family are in my thoughts

 

[gonewiththewind]

Oh Cynthia! We've talked about this many times - about the toll chronic pain and illness takes out of us. It's so terribly unfair. It's hard to suffer and see others around that aren't suffering. Like, why me? But I do know this: if He has brought you and I to this place, then He will bring us through it. Praying for you, always.

 

[Cristina]

@MrsPeel sto pregando per te! (e ti ho capito perfettamente! )