Font - MTF Eva's Hand
(yup, made from my own handwriting)
Translation:
I don't remember when it was, and not what the show was called. Not even what channel it was on. But I think it was a British documentary. I was sitting in the sofa just watching. Think I was knitting. Then a documentary started about a woman who had ADHD and the difficulties she faced in her everyday life. As I remember it, she was a single mom with three sons. We followed along in her struggles to manage an ordinary day with getting the kids to school, keep the house tidy, fix dinner and everything else. She showe all these lists she had to try and get structure, and she show how she failed on every level. I just sat there with my mouth wide open. It was like watching your own life on TV. Never before had I understood that this wasn't normal. That not everyone struggled as hard as I to get structured. I just thought that everyone else was better at pretending that they had a grip. That they were better at following their lists. Thanks to watching this documentary, I got help. I got my diagnosis. I got my medication, and most important, I got a better understanding of myself and could forgive myself for all the things I don't always manage to do. If I should be a little bit self-critical (and everyone who knows me well, know that I like to do that), I might have becoe a little bit too understanding. I think I've accepted my ADHD a little too much, and I think our home is messier now than it was when I was un-medicated. I always think I need to get things in order, but it hasn't really happened yet. We're just happy as long as there's food on the table everyday, and that there's plates to eat from. Wish I could remember what documentary it was. I have googled to try and find it. It would be nice to see it again. It really changed my entire life.
I adore this page, the layers, the colors, the shadow work, the alphas, and of course, your journaling. It's heartfelt and brutally honest. You should be so proud to be working on bettering yourself, every day. In case you haven't seen it: ADHD is Awesome:
Wow. Thank you so much for sharing your story in such a vulnerable way. This truly illustrates the power of connection - how someone you will most likely never know can completely change your life. The title work, TV and remote are perfect! Great page!
I absolutely love this.....as someone who lives with a family member who was diagnosed with ADHD in their 50's I totally understand what you went through and continue to struggle with on a day to day basis
When our daughter got the ADHD diagnosis we were overwhelmed, we knew people with ADHD personally, but didn't apply it to ourselves, until that is DD's psychologist suggested to us, having spoken to us, and known us for several years, our dd is not alone in our family, just some of us didn't get tested, we are all on the spectrum, just plodding along. I am glad you had help in figuring it out, I am sure it's better than fighting it alone.
@zinzilah Well, there are heredity, and I guess many of us never realized it, cuz everyone around us got it too. Also, I think society as a whole is more complicated than it was before, and we on the spectrum have it harder to adjust. Hence the symptoms show more & give more problem.
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