Pad Patter 2/24: Fears

general anesthetic using a mask - im fine with iv induction but mask no way
 
i'm not afraid of much - luckily - but as i get older i start getting more anxious about things that didn't bother me before. when i was young, i was terrified of cockroaches ... and living in houston i saw them all the time! i could handle any other kind of insect - but not roaches! (which is crazy since roaches can't hurt me ... ) ... i'm OK with them now (ha - i don't LIKE them - but i don't start crying if i see one anymore). i am not afraid of the dentist - but if i have to have a cavity filled i get a little anxious that they are going to hit a nerve and i'm going to feel pain. i never used to be like this - i think that it all started when i had my first child and actually DID feel pain (haha) - now i don't want to feel significant pain again. also - i never used to think about dying - but ever since my dad died super unexpectedly at thanksgiving (and relatively young - he was 60) i have a fear that i'm going to die in my sleep :(
 
i'm not afraid of much - luckily - but as i get older i start getting more anxious about things that didn't bother me before. when i was young, i was terrified of cockroaches ... and living in houston i saw them all the time! i could handle any other kind of insect - but not roaches! (which is crazy since roaches can't hurt me ... ) ... i'm OK with them now (ha - i don't LIKE them - but i don't start crying if i see one anymore). i am not afraid of the dentist - but if i have to have a cavity filled i get a little anxious that they are going to hit a nerve and i'm going to feel pain. i never used to be like this - i think that it all started when i had my first child and actually DID feel pain (haha) - now i don't want to feel significant pain again. also - i never used to think about dying - but ever since my dad died super unexpectedly at thanksgiving (and relatively young - he was 60) i have a fear that i'm going to die in my sleep :(

{{hugs}} I'm so sorry, Dana. I think it's totally understandable after such a terrible, unexpected loss.
 
i'm not afraid of much - luckily - but as i get older i start getting more anxious about things that didn't bother me before. when i was young, i was terrified of cockroaches ... and living in houston i saw them all the time! i could handle any other kind of insect - but not roaches! (which is crazy since roaches can't hurt me ... ) ... i'm OK with them now (ha - i don't LIKE them - but i don't start crying if i see one anymore). i am not afraid of the dentist - but if i have to have a cavity filled i get a little anxious that they are going to hit a nerve and i'm going to feel pain. i never used to be like this - i think that it all started when i had my first child and actually DID feel pain (haha) - now i don't want to feel significant pain again. also - i never used to think about dying - but ever since my dad died super unexpectedly at thanksgiving (and relatively young - he was 60) i have a fear that i'm going to die in my sleep :(

{{{Big time hugs Dana}}} Totally understandable! It's so hard losing a parent.
 
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