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An Apology re: Cynthia's ATC cards

@carilyne - I'm so sorry you are going through some bumpy times ... I'm grateful that you reached out to your friends here @ TLP!! I will be whispering prayers for you!!
 
carilyne said:
You're stuck with me. It was the embarrassment and not know how to approach the whole mess. It was the confusion I was in.
Thank you all so much for your words.
Someone on my comments asked how my dad and I are doing. Unfortunately we can only text and he is in Fresno CA. There are messes there that prevent me from going there.
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That's where I live! If you ever need any help just holler. :)
 
This is a place of supportive, caring, friendly and helpful people. I think you realize this, but hope you see it and believe it. Life is hard, please expect us to help you, not tear you down for things out of your control. I was genuinely curious and only thought about the cards when looking through the ATC challenge. Believe in yourself, and us as well. I hope that 2017 is a better year for you, as well as Cynthia @MrsPeel! It seemed to be a tough year for many, and you are both due for a rebound.
 
It only makes me sad to hear this struggle you have been enduring. I remember you talking about your family issues a bit here in the forum but didn't know how hard things have been recently. You take care of you ... first and foremost! And like everyone said ... you are among friends. No worries Carilyne. We want you here and please know you are a part of this wonderful community and never feel like you don't belong. The fact that your heart is so big that you even had to the idea to do this sweet thing for Cynthia says so much about you. We love you for that! :grouphug
 
oh no need to apologyse!
I honestly almsot forgot about it, with all the health trouble and Sarita driving me over the edge, I honestly forgot....
Some of you know I rarely am able to make it to read the forums, and my health took a turn fr the worse.... I just found out I have been referred urgently to the heart failure clinic, plus my Mac is still in the store for repair, this computer is really no good for online, so not only I understand, but I know most of us here have our own daily battles to get through. No problems, no meed to apologyse at all.
Because I knew about your father & sister, I think I put it in the back of my mind as I knew you had to be dealing with a lot, so more than understandable, then (again most of you know) I have serious memory problems so I honestly forgot....
Hope things get better soon and you can sort things out with help if your family
Huggzzzz @carilyne
 
Carrie, I haven't read through all the responses, but I'm sure I'm simply repeating what everyone else has said. There's nothing here to forgive, and I hope you don't stress over this! So many things get in the way of what we plan to do, and it's okay! And no talk about leaving. Not an option :)
 
Carrie, I've been gone for awhile, so don't know the situation, but what I DO know, is that this is one of the most loving, caring group of people I have ever met!! You couldn't be in a better spot for support than right here!!! I feel that you have an inner strength that you just need to tap into and grab hold of. Just bask in the love pouring out of this whole thread!!!! Sending you multiple thoughts and prayers for strength and guidence. (((HUGS)))
 
There is no need to ask for forgiveness! Life, is part of what we share here, the good, the bad, and how we cope by sharing with words here in the forum or through our scrapbook pages. I know for myself, take my atc cards out and think of them for you also. It first came to you, so think of them as yours for support first. Then when you are ready, send them on their way. I know it makes me feel good knowing my atc cards are in a support chain!

And remember we are all here for you! No Matter What!

(((hugs)))
 
@carilyne Hugs and hope it lightens your heart to open up and admit this. So now, just move forward. All is forgiven, of course, and your well-being is more important than any ATC cards.
 
I don't know what has gone on with you @carilyne and don't need to, but I do know that a friend says 'if there's a word for it, other people have gone through it' and then you are reminded you're not alone in this particular suffering. That old song...Some days are diamonds and some days are pearls... I myself add that some days are effin' lumps of coal that have to go through the intense suffering we do to change into something valuable. It took a strong and courageous woman to admit you were over your head re those ATCs. What else would there be here but love??? :beat:heartlub:beat
 
Oh goodness, you and your well being comes first! Take the time to do what you need - and believe me we'll all understand. Besides, I'm sure that Cynthia @MrsPeel will love them anytime. {{hugs!}}
 
Oh, @carilyne BIG, BIG, BIG hugs to you!!! Life gets so hard and overwhelming at times. I'm so glad that you were brave with your fears and came here where you found acceptance and love from everyone!
 
Oh goodness, totally understand! Please let this one go and don't make it a burden any longer. Hugs!!
 
Big big hug, tons of love and super good vibes,should hit you right about now !:grouphug
 
Huge hugs sweetie. Friends are there to support you when you need them, and we all need friends. You have many folks here to lean on. Just call out and we will come running.

Don't worry about those ATC's - if there is an understanding person in the world it is definitely Cynthia. They will be a great treasure to her whenever they get there.
 
@carilyne - this one is for you
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Its also the first page made completely on my ipad with procreate in advance of my vacation with no computer...
 
Hugs! You're going through a lot. It's the thought that counts too so don't feel bad. I love how much love is in this pad, so grateful to be a part of it! :) I hope things get better for you!!!
 
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