***A Series Of Layouts I'm Creating About Grief,Depression & Pain As A Way To Try To Heal...I Call It My Scrapbooking Therapy...Reflections About Grief...Stage 4 Cancer That took My Beloved Ray Away from Me...And my Ongoing recovery from My Own Near Fatal Accident,Broken Neck & Arm,Permanent Neuropathy In My Legs & Feet...***
***If you want to Read The Rest of the Story & My Reflections About This Layout...Here's The Link In The Style Challenge Thread :
https://the-lilypad.com/forum/threads/august-style-challenge.89188/page-3#post-1544983
My layout here today...is about me trying to navigate my daily life...How to find a way to move forward & to try to grapple with all of my deep sadness,pain & depression...I still question why this happened to my beloved Ray...With no cancer in his family...How did he get Stage 4 Cancer...& pass away in just 9 days???...I guess I will never know the answers...Maybe it's not healthy to keep pondering on these questions?...I'm just trying to figure out how to grieve...how to cope...& how to understand grief & how will I ever get through it...I am waiting for an appointment to see a grief councilor now...I know it will be hard for me to do this...but I really need someone to talk to...Someone who is trained in grief counseling...So,as I continue to just try to get through each day as it comes...Here is my layout...
***I slanted all the pieces of my layout to the left...[except my background papers...that is...]...Even the 4 Butterflies that you see adjacent in 4 spots...to my large layout cluster...***
Thank You! for this challenge...
Credits Include :
*Black And White Elements : Paula Kesselring
*Black And White Papers : Paula Kesselring
*From The Rooftops : Mixed Media Artistry : Rachel Jefferies
*M3 September 2019 : Document Epic Stories : Rachel Jefferies [retired]
*M3 September 2019 : Template : Document Epic Stories : Rachel Jefferies [retired] [seriously reworked by me]
*Font I Used : For My Circular Journaling : Mocha Cherry In Line Regular
