MOC#9
1.12.2021
Art Journaling Diary
Materials Used:
Under Pressure Lynn Grieveson
M3 Sept 2019 Add On Little Butterfly Wings
Life Oh Life Mini Kit Li Li Wee
Markerific CD Muckosky
Butterfly Basics Word Snippets Little Butterfly Wings
Fear of the Dark Little Butterfly Wings
Feeling Good Little Butterfly Wings
Random Thoughts from my Journal
Journaling says:
5.8.2020
tears falling on my artwork
that's not the person I'm becoming
we control what we believe about ourselves
why not believe the good?
acknowledge them and then move on/go on
make a fire and burn the shit
use the sticks
5.13.2020
Sitting in these feelings is exhausting
doing new things is exhausting
cleaning out the cobwebs is exhausting
I want to keep going all day long in the new
but it makes me so tired. so I'm going to be gentle with myself
keep doing it but maybe in small doses?? Can I still grow that way.
will ripping the bandaid off really fast be better?
I can't figure out a way to balance this and work
I smell musty being in old boxes that haven't been opened for years.
The earthy smell is intoxicating and suffocating at the same time
5.15.2020
how free do you want to be?
you wanna get Jen free whenever you feel that resistance
how soon do you want to be free
life is happening let's just keep the muscle memory
mental muscle memory and a bit of rewiring