Beautiful mix of bold patterns! Your journaling touches me. I had my first child at 30, after 2 miscarriages, followed by 3 more miscarriages before I had babies number 2 and 3 at age 36. My sister-in-law had her only child at age 40. Don't despair... it may still be possible for you to have a child of your own. If not, there are so many children out there who need to be loved! With all the love you have to give, I'm sure you will find someone who needs it!
your journaling so touched me...as a nurturer and I am also so awed because of your peace corp participation, and that was like something I have thought of so so much!