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elseepe

elseepe

I'll follow the sun
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I've been largely absent these last months and I'm trying to bring myself back to something I love . . .

As you may recall, my daughter was pregnant which was a big driver for me taking an early retirement/layoff package in May of 2020 near the beginning of the pandemic that seems to be unrelenting. You might even have seen a few layouts with the new little guy as well as some photos of my big purge in order to support a move to be closer to my daughter and new grandson.

But what I didn't see happening is that early this year my husband was diagnosed with cancer, he started chemotherapy right away, but his body couldn’t recover from the chemo. My soulmate of the last 40 years died in April. I miss him every day. Some days the tears flow heavy, but the absence persists even when the tears don't.

I proceeded with the BIG purge and moved in June to be near my grandson. I was a bit transient for several months -- I actually moved 3 separate times, but have finally landed in a great place to make my new home less than 10 minutes from my family. It took me an entire year to complete the purge and get the house ready to sell, but it sold quickly.

I see my grandson almost every day and I focus on the many things I have to be grateful for, even as the tears flow as I share this story with you here.

I have truly missed my digital creative outlet, and am hopeful that by having the courage to post this here it will give me the boost to pick up where I left off in capturing and documenting life's moments.
 
You've been through so much but hopefully now life will settle, you are near your family and maybe you'll enjoy getting back into scrapping again. Hugs to you.
 
Oh Lisa, I'm so sorry! What a great loss.

I'm so happy you see your grandson every day, and you have that support nearby! I hope scrapping will help remember the good from the past as well as the good that you see everyday!

Hugs.
 
I am so sorry to hear about your devastating loss, and all the challenges you have surmounted since. But it's lovely to hear that you have finally found a good place to live and that you have the blessing of your grandson, and thank you for sharing. And you have a wonderful new subject to scrap :-) That will be a blessing for him and your daughter too!
 
Oh Lisa I am so sorry to hear of your husband’s passing but so glad you are now settled and close to your daughter and family. That I am sure is such a comfort to you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
 
So sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how hard that would be. Hugs to you and thanks for having the courage to post here. I'm glad you are able to enjoy time with your grandson. That is a huge blessing for him and for your daughter!
 
Lisa I am so very sorry for the loss of your husband.

I am so glad that you have settled near your family, and that you have returned home to us at The Pad. Sending much love and hugs to you. :beat
 
My heart swelled and broke for you simultaneously in this post. Welcome back, and I am so sorry for the heartache you've been through.
 
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's nice to see you back and hopefully you can find an outlet in digi scrapping again. Hugs.
 
Oh Lisa, so sorry for your loss, I have been walking a road with a very dear friend whose husband died a year ago and seen up close just what that grief looks like.
Happy though that you have a new grandson and that you're ten minutes away from family, I know that will help you get through this too. Much love.
 
Oh Lisa! I am so very sorry.

I am glad that you came here to TLP, where I have found that there is healing among a group of women with such kind spirits. We welcome you to share all the highs and lows in your scrapbooking, as we all share our stories here as well.

Please know that I'm praying for you and your family. I'm rejoicing that you have a new little one to enjoy, and that his new life will bring you overwhelming happiness.
 
Oh Lisa, so sorry for your loss! I'm so glad you have your new grandson and are able to be close to him. It's so nice to see you back and I hope you will settle back to our family here. Big hugs to you!!
 
I first saw your avatar and was all happy to see you back here. I'm terribly sorry to see the reasons for your absence. You've had so many major changes at once and especially the loss of your soul mate. Sending prayers for comfort as you continue to grieve. What a blessing that you are able to live close to your family and your new grandson now. I hope that you are able to find joy in scrapbooking memories of him and of your lost love too.
 
I am very sorry for your loss. Its OK to cry, rant and rave .
The lilypad is one big comforting shoulder to cry on please take advantage of that..
And scrap, we would love to see your pages with the new member of the family,and other pages that remembers and celebrates your life. Welcome back
 
I'm glad to see you popping in! I'm glad you are able to be nearer to family and that you found a good place for you!

Losing a spouse is so hard, and I'm sorry you are going through that. I hope using your creativity helps you heal and remember the amazing 40 years you had together.

Lots of virtual hugs, love and prayers for you at this time.
 
Oh Lisa, that is so hard. So glad you are able to be closer to your family.
I'm hoping you can find some joy here at the pad and in your creativity.
 
My heart breaks for you, Lisa. You are so strong! Your family is in my prayers, and I hope you’re able to find peace; especially during this holiday season. Big hugs to you!
 
I'm sorry I missed this earlier & for all you've been through & lost Lisa, but I'm glad to hear about your move & that grandson that must be such a blessing. Welcome back and I hope you will keep popping in & enjoy being creative again
 
Hi Lisa, I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you can find peace and enjoy this creative outlet again. TLP is here for you <3
 
Lisa what a year you have had. I am so sorry for the loss of your husband. I can’t even imagine going through that.

Glad you are back and Am hoping a creative outlet will be therapeutic for you.
 
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