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.....you guys keep telling me not to, so I wont - 
I know lots of you have noticed my absence a lot more than usual, and I with ALL my
thank the ones of you who have come privately to me and offered support.
I also know most of you know I am not much of a forum person as my neurological current status tricks me and reading and answering becomes extremely difficult. Well, I can happily say that they have now ruled out early onset Alzheimer's by 99.9% (there is always that fraction of percentage but I'm going for God loves us & hears our prayers, so not stressing much about that tiny percentage)
Every time I tried to catch up with gallery (and I mean not even answering/returning the comments but just plain read what you guys have written, THANK YOU SO MUCH by the way....I haven't read but as usual see the number grow and I'm touched) so every time something happens.
Wont bore you much but amongst other things:
Couldn't get a carer for 2 and half months since my last left with no warning, the woman I have now is no good so the saga continues.
I needed to have a mole in my nose that changed checked over 6 months ago, but missed the specialist appointment as I was agoraphobic, I had forgotten about it (the neuro thing again) and my doctor asked me about it when I saw her for the last exams, so they gave me an appointment for the end of January.
They called last week to say they were moving it forward for this friday, and all I keep seeing is celebrities with skin cancer in the news, namely Hugh Jackman with his bandaged nose (of all things, same place of mine) plus a couple of Brits (Vinnie Jones & wife) too...so not 100% happy here
Sarita ( my DD) has a cyst in the base of her spine, one I had removed when I was 21 after many years in agony with it draining, only hers is further in than mine was...
she does Performing Arts and dancing was almost impossible, they said they normally wouldn't operate because of the location, then they needed to apply for funding...which now has been approved without us having to go to court to fight for it...which is a blessing.
Lets hope the dates will be good for her, she is applying to University and needs to be well for auditions, plus she has been called for another show which they are rehearsing and will open in February...
I'm also helping her with applications for funding for University, as the places she wants to study are not considered Unis but Drama Schools, meaning the government doesn't give grants or loans....so we are applying through private funding and me being disabled is the operative key of the thing....anyway....
My memory cant cope with too much and by now you are probably gone and not reading anymore so I wont risk boring even more...
what I wanted to say was:
I WILL catch up.
I dearly love you guys as a whole and some of you mean the world to me, some of you don't know me that well so please do not think I am ignoring you ...I know I dislike people who don't communicate in the community with a passion, so I really really do not want to turn into one of those....
super huge huggzzz and thanks once again for the support
I know lots of you have noticed my absence a lot more than usual, and I with ALL my
thank the ones of you who have come privately to me and offered support.I also know most of you know I am not much of a forum person as my neurological current status tricks me and reading and answering becomes extremely difficult. Well, I can happily say that they have now ruled out early onset Alzheimer's by 99.9% (there is always that fraction of percentage but I'm going for God loves us & hears our prayers, so not stressing much about that tiny percentage)
Every time I tried to catch up with gallery (and I mean not even answering/returning the comments but just plain read what you guys have written, THANK YOU SO MUCH by the way....I haven't read but as usual see the number grow and I'm touched) so every time something happens.
Wont bore you much but amongst other things:
Couldn't get a carer for 2 and half months since my last left with no warning, the woman I have now is no good so the saga continues.
I needed to have a mole in my nose that changed checked over 6 months ago, but missed the specialist appointment as I was agoraphobic, I had forgotten about it (the neuro thing again) and my doctor asked me about it when I saw her for the last exams, so they gave me an appointment for the end of January.
They called last week to say they were moving it forward for this friday, and all I keep seeing is celebrities with skin cancer in the news, namely Hugh Jackman with his bandaged nose (of all things, same place of mine) plus a couple of Brits (Vinnie Jones & wife) too...so not 100% happy here
Sarita ( my DD) has a cyst in the base of her spine, one I had removed when I was 21 after many years in agony with it draining, only hers is further in than mine was...
she does Performing Arts and dancing was almost impossible, they said they normally wouldn't operate because of the location, then they needed to apply for funding...which now has been approved without us having to go to court to fight for it...which is a blessing.
Lets hope the dates will be good for her, she is applying to University and needs to be well for auditions, plus she has been called for another show which they are rehearsing and will open in February...
I'm also helping her with applications for funding for University, as the places she wants to study are not considered Unis but Drama Schools, meaning the government doesn't give grants or loans....so we are applying through private funding and me being disabled is the operative key of the thing....anyway....
My memory cant cope with too much and by now you are probably gone and not reading anymore so I wont risk boring even more...
what I wanted to say was:
I WILL catch up.
I dearly love you guys as a whole and some of you mean the world to me, some of you don't know me that well so please do not think I am ignoring you ...I know I dislike people who don't communicate in the community with a passion, so I really really do not want to turn into one of those....
super huge huggzzz and thanks once again for the support
Take care my dear! ((hugs))
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