Hi Everyone...I think the idea of to "Contemplate" is a fairly common notion and it can be interpreted in so many different ways depending on what is going on in your life...It seems like I have been contemplating my future ever since I had my 2nd accident , almost 3 years ago...It seems like all I did was think about how my life would or could end up, without my husband who passed away , now it will be 3 years soon , on June 9th , literally , just around the corner...I have had a lot of setbacks to get here and I was doing a lot better just a year ago , in some of my health ways...I have this idea or "personal passion project" , that I am very passionate about and I am working on , but lately, my health issues have been getting in the way...of me finalizing my steps to complete the starting process of it and on top of that , I am nervous about starting and sharing this new chapter of my life , with the world...So contemplating seems to be what I am doing a lot of...Contemplating my future , my new chapter and my new health issues...I have spent some time in the hospital recently and am worried I might have to do so again...It is interfering with what I would rather be doing...like , getting my "personal passion project" finalized and put out into the world...
So, my layout is about me contemplating my past and how it has led to where I am now and how my past will always be a part of me and my memories and so will the grief that I carry each & every day...Sometimes , I wish I could just wake up and I wasn't filled with so much grief and that it wasn't such a hard thing to endure...As long as I live , our life will be remembered & celebrated...but the residual grief that continues to scar me in new ways everyday and surprise me in ways, that I did not see coming, can still sometimes be , debilitating...Either way, all I can do is stay positive and hope that these current health issues settle down and they figure out how to treat them properly , so I can keep moving forward with this "personal passion project" that I am working on , that is really important to me and hopefully, will be a big part of how I want my future to go...moving forward...
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Tethered | Mixed Media Kit /
Quiet Noticing | The Complete Mixed Media Collection /
All Of This | Digital Scrapbooking Collection : All by Rachel |Jefferies
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Hear My Voice 23 Becoming Digital Scrapbooking Collection / Emerge Mixed Media Project Kit : Both by Rachel Jefferies & Lynn Grieveson
* The Mixed Media Signature Mini Mixes : Emerge : Rachel Jefferies [retired]
