MOC9 DAY 31 This is my Heartsong

OMG, Sherri. HUGS! I am sorry your memories are still loss to you. I have this happened to me too. I have no memories of my daughter for the first year of her life. NONE. I was not allowed to leave the house because I would forget I had a baby and I might forget to take her with me. I was confused to find a baby in my house or in my car for that matter. I even called 911 on myself because I had a baby in my car and I didn't know who she was. I gave up on trying to bring back those memories because for me it was just another way of bashing myself when I had no control over it. I hear people talking about their babies and I may have one memory here one there but no more than a handful. I wish you find the peace to keep going and just keep making new memories with those gorgeous kids of yours!

Wow! This is such a powerful page! I think as a fellow memory keeper I can begin to imagine the profound loss you must have felt and still feel for those lost memories! I love how you've journaled about this to capture that feeling. I also love the extra quotes you've added onto the page.