For MOC day 20 All about the Numbers
Credits - Pink Reptile Designs - Check Out My Ride Alpha, Painted Black AP, Lub Dub pp4, sp8, Love The life you live - heart, Little Butterfly Wings - Friends - journal card 1, Little Butterfly Wings - Amaze Yourself PP4, Etc. by Danyale - Haunted Halls Dirty Walls Solid Paper 4, The Moon Laughs and Whispers - Ribbon3, WABlnk strip2
Fonts - DJB For Annie, A Year Without Rain,
Journaling reads:
When my best friend, years ago, told me she had met her '50'I not only had no idea what she was talking about, I couldn’t grasp the concept once she told me. She said,” I’m 50% of the perfect me, and he’s 50% of the perfect him, and together we make 100% It was all hypothetical for me anyway. By 2014 I had pretty much resigned myself to being alone for the rest of my life. I wasn’t happy about it. Just it was what it was - with my often debilitating bipolar disorder, fierce social anxiety - I never left the house alone - and not to mention RA I had a few issues...But, I had my family - everyone in my immediate family either lived in my house or the next town over - and we were all very close, Taran the Wonder Pug, my best friends, who lived in my computer, and my art - which was, I thought, all I needed. But I wasn’t feeling sorry for myself about it. I was actually quite content despite it all. I was more like, it’s never going to happen anyway, and despite it all, I’m ok. So, when I met Gayle, I was not ready for a relationship, but it snuck up on me anyway. he was so patient, and awesome, and we had so much fun in the month we went out as friends before we became a couple. And, since he already knew my sister and brother-in-law, he already knew my illnesses going in. I had absolutely no idea that I would finally find my soul mate at 43. And now I get it. It’s not that I wasn’t completely me before. I am not being something I’m not with him, and neither is he. We are in love and we bring out the best in each other. I am the most me when I’m with him. I was so excited to tell my friend in January 2015, “I found my 50!”
