MOC Day 7
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MOC Day 7 - Scrap Therapy
Journaling:
I wish I had it in me. FORGIVENESS. I wish I could. I try. God knows I try, I really, REALLY do! But I just can’t find it in my heart to. Was I so easy to walk away from? Was it so hard to stay? You would think at my age I could just let it all go and most of the time I think I have ... until I hear the words and I go mental. I hear myself and I think, WOW, who is this crazy person and when I realize it is ALL me I think to myself that I might have actually lost it this time. You would think a woman of my age, a Mother, a Wife, would have better control of herself but sadly no ... not even a little bit. The whole situation is one I refuse to deal with even though I know it is eating me up inside and I know it isn’t even a little bit healthy but I can’t seem to find it in myself to do what needs to be done. My conscious mind knows what need to be done and yet here I am a victim of my own sub conscious angst and devilment. I want to forgive ... it is divine after all ... but I find myself, time and time again with feet of clay. I wish ..... I wish ..... I had it in me. And yet here I am. Unable or just unprepared to do what needs to be done ..... FORGIVE.
Credits:
Sissy Sparrows - The Muse - ATC Mini Kit
Sissy Sparrows - Altered Vol 1 - Brushes
Sissy Sparrows - Crossed Over - Stamps / Brushes
Sissy Sparrows - The Real Me - Full Kit