kit:
Project Mouse - Ice Bundle by Sahlin Studio and Brittish Designs -
https://the-lilypad.com/Project-Mouse-Ice-Bundle.html
Foundation Practical Brushes by Allison Pennington -
https://the-lilypad.com/Foundation-Practical-Brushes.html
Splendid Splatters Brushes by Just Jaimee -
https://the-lilypad.com/Splendid-Splatters-Brushes-Commercial-Use-Available.html
Gesso Paint Photoshop Styles by Just Jaimee -
https://the-lilypad.com/Gesso-Paint-Photoshop-Styles-Commercial-Use-Available.html
Twitterpated Doodles contained in Twitterpated Elements by Allison Pennington -
https://the-lilypad.com/Twitterpated-Elements.html
Mighty Doodles contained in Mighty Elements by Allison Pennington -
https://the-lilypad.com/Mighty-Elements.html
Font: Believer Fever Regular
journaling:
Why for the first time in forever did I decide to care about things again? I had frozen my feelings away from everything other than my children. The only thing that has mattered in my life for so long was my children. I did not care how I looked. I did not care if I wore a smile on my face. Everything was just numb without you in my life. Then the day that we connected again it was all about my children and finding a way to enjoy life again. Finding the way to live around my Frozen Heart. Years ago people would tease me you were my cryptonite. Those people have moved in life and hardly are we in contact. My life has changed so much in my friends, my work, going from being just Me Myself and I to being a mom of tow but hte only thing that seems to have always stayed the same is my love for you. My new friends all tell me they see the difference in me, they wish they had known years ago all it takes is you in my life and I become myself the one they saw when they first met me that had become hidden because I did not feel the warmth of the world outside my children. Howver, your simple small communication reminds me that I matter and that I should not lose myself in the cold world but embrace the warm hugs of true friendship and true love that can keep the cold at bay.
Just spending a few nights talking and hours of texts and I cared to go highlight my hair and wash the gray out and all of a sudden I am the Me I love again. The Me that finds the good in people, The Me that loves the world around them and values every moment with her friends and family and not the materialistic world.
Thank you for breaking through my Frozen Heart and reminding me of the happiness and joy that I should embrace daily. It is funny how God and nature work in mysterious ways but they both have a plan.
I saw on television a show that was had a saying that basically said you can take the path less traveled on or the path that is always traveled on and there are twists and turns that will sometimes make the paths intersect at the things that are meant to be.
Thank you for Always Being There For Me even if it takes us years to talk again you always are here for me, always have been and I know Always Will Be.
