MOC 12 - January 2024 : Day 8 - 12 Things - Blue Kinda Me

This is my first layout attempt for MOC 12...With all the very sad difficulty that I have had in 2023 with awful injuries,surgeries,falls,current pain,grief,almost getting evicted & more...most recently...emergency Gall Bladder surgery that went wrong & having to have more surgery moving forward...& losing my Beloved Husband of 26 years...my Beautiful Ray...to Terminal Brain Cancer,back in June...I wasn't sure if I would join at all...And I'm so far behind now...I doubt I will ever finish...But I'm gonna try to create some pages I love...

: For This Challenge : 12 Things : I have 12 Hearts :
: 4 Blue Hearts/2 Green Open Hearts/1 Broken Heart/4 Red Hearts/1 Pink Heart = 12 Hearts

This layout story is about my grief...If you notice : there is one lonely blue heart just hanging there...floating free...searching for something...[for help for guidance ]...but most of the hearts are hanging on to something [by a thread ]...for dear life...struggling to hold on...struggling...hoping for more strength...It is now 9 months since my Beloved Ray...has passed away...I'm trying to move forward...however slowly...I'm still struggling & times are just so tough...I cry everyday still...I will be starting a Grief Recovery Program soon...Here's to hoping...this will help me deal with my grief,my loss,my feelings of sadness,anger & fear...

Credits :

: Strength Of A Woman : All-In-One : NBK Design
: Faces : The Strength Of Woman : Li Li Wee
: Art Crush #70 : Bits & Pieces : NBK Design
: SOAR : Bundle : Lynne-Marie
: Carefully Curated : Unapologetically : Mixed Media Signature Kit : Rachel Jefferies
: Let's Remember : The Complete Mixed Media Collection : Rachel Jefferies
: Silent Battles : Grief : Bundle : Rachel Jefferies

Fonts :
OkrienHmk Regular
Mocha Cherry In Line Regular
Nurse Regular