Love Always...

Forever Joy: Love You More


Journal reads:
My amazing Bianca Rose, these past few months have tested our relationship as mother and daughter. We have been through hell and back. You have on a battle you believe you can not win. It breaks my heart to see you struggle. Five hospitalizations and now the longest of them all. You’re battle with mental illness is far from over. The judge ordered you to stay in residential care for 6 months up to a year. We have no clue where you are going nor how long you will truly be there.. but we pray they can help you find you once again. It isn’t going to be easy, but I want you to know no matter what mommy is in your corner. I am your biggest fan. I am here to listen, to lend a ear.. or even be your shoulder to cry upon. I know you might hate me for sticking you into care, but one day I hope you see what I did was for you. I miss you more than you will ever know. It is like I lost my best friend . oh child I promise if you call my name, I will listen. If you reach for me, I will hold you. If you need me, I will be there for you. I am always here for you. I want you to know that. I love you monster much and than some.