MOC6 Jan09
journaling (sorry, english isn't my first language):
Dear BEAUTIFUL me, I do not know what you're doing,
I do not know where you are, I can easily imagine it
(guess it?) ....
I wanted to apologize, for not being strong enough
to overcome the SCHIFO that life has decided to reserve me,
to not be able to go on, to have become a poor failure....
And the fear of failing again, and always, and of confronting
me with everything else in order not to be crushed
and wounded again, has prevented you from opening the wings
and taking off!
Oh, how many things have you lost!
How many possibilities I have denied you, stolen!
You could have the world in your hand!
You're not stupid or such things, you're WONDERFUL
and I locked you in a cage, where I'm afraid you're still locked up!
I'm afraid of knowing what you're experiencing,
because I know I have not prepared you at all!
I know you'll be alone and scared, as you are now!
But one thing I want to tell you: BE STRONG!!
DELUDE MY EXPECTATIONS! Yes, I expect you to be defeated
as I am now, but you show me the opposite !!
FANCULO ALL! Be alone too, but at peace with yourself!
But please, read this letter, you must do it,
so I'll know you're still there
and you did not give up before ....
credits:
Little Butterfly Wings - Feeling Blue
font: Vaguely Repulsive
