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Jan 14: Journaling as Therapy (change)

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my journaling:
I know changes many times are not very nice, but good things also happen and I think it's natural to have fear with all different situations in our routine...Well, here at home I never had a pet, my mother didn't even accepted to think about this possibility and since it was her house, I never argued with her. My mother left this world almost 9 years ago and I've been toghether with Mauro for over 5 years now...we often talked about adopting
a puppy but I never really thought this day would come. I think in the back of my mind, I have an irrational fear that my mother will be mad at me.
Irrational things we don't explain, I just know that I've been nervous about it,and even having some anxiety attacks...Pérola arrives home today (01/18/23) and I think I need my mother's forgiveness for break a rule of hers, since I'm still living at her house - even though I've been responsible for everything since her passing...I hope she forgives me for that and that
the puppy is a good companion of our journey!!

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This is so bittersweet and gorgeous. I am so excited for you to have a puppy. I can't wait to see you scrap pages with your new puppy in them. I know that you are ready for this puppy and they will be well loved and cared for. Your mom knew that pets were hard work, but she loves you too much not to forgive you.
 
It's amazing how much we want to please our Mums, even when they aren't here anymore. I'm so happy you are getting a puppy, which will love you unconditionally and provide some amazing entertainment, companionship, and joy. I totally understand how you feel, but hopefully you'll feel nothing but peace about the decision soon. Take some pictures and scrap them so we can see the new addition!!!
 
Good luck, I hope your puppy brings you lots of joy. Hard work at first though! xx
 

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