Finding Happiness Again

My sweet Bianca, there are so many beautiful reasons to be happy. And I am so sorry you haven’t found them yet. Someday you will find the key to happiness. Till than mommy is always there for you to hold you and listen to your thoughts and dreams. This year has been extremely hard for you. You have lost a lot of friends. And this year has been such a struggle, you have been struggling with depression and the worst headaches. Middle school is never easy, but for an over sensitive child you like you is a nightmare. This past week we hit rock bottom. I had to do one of the hardest things I have ever done as a mother; I committed you to the psych unit to get help. While you hated me, I pray one day you will understand what I did for you was out of love. A week in the hospital and many tests later the doctors and I finally got you stable. We got a diagnosis and are working towards a road of happiness.

Just Jaimee: May 2017