May Journaling Challenge
Used All the Feels Lilypad iNSD collab, including pieces from:
All the Feels by Kristen Aagard
All the Feels Collab Two
All the Feels Collab Three
Oh Golly, scary to post journaling, but your wish is my command, Mrs. Peel...
Journaling:
Excitement: It will be my first time out of the country. Ever. Even though I won’t have much time {or interest} in sightseeing, I am hoping that this is a beginning of things to come, and that I’ll be able to get around to crossing travel related things off my waiting bucket list.
Great Hope: I hadn’t given up, but I sure have had doubts about whether I could accomplish my health goals, given my age and health issues. This opportunity has given me hope that I WILL get to a place where I can make and reach goals and start to “live” again.. and DO stuff with my kids, not sit on the sidelines.
Nervous: I’m nervous to CHOOSE surgery, I’m nervous to travel without Mario, I’m nervous to leave the country for the first time, I’m nervous about my ability to be successful, I’m nervouse about leaving my family for a week.
Live: I have spent so much of the last 5 years, specifically, just existing and not really living. It’s affected my relationships, my confidence, my discipleship, my abilities. I am looking forward to taking the time to not just be alive, but to LIVE.
Me: I’ve been overweight my whole life, and the bigger I got, the smaller my personality has gotten. I am anticipating finding out who I really am, and who I want to be. I am looking forward to finding ME.
