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MOC4 Day 20 - The Numbers

Credits: Background by Quirky Hearts - M3 August 2015. Elements from M3 August 2015, M3 October 2015, M3 January 2016, Little Butterfly Wings - Lean on Me. Fonts are Celtic Garamond and MoolBoran.

The journaling reads:
It was a quiet Sunday morning, January 15, 2012. I was sipping my tea and John was still sleeping.
And then came the dreaded phone call at 8:22 a.m. It was Margaret, she was not too coherent.
When she composed herself, she told me that Matt had died, and I said we'd be right over.
I ran upstairs, got John, and we put some clothes on and off we went. We were there at 8:37,
along with 6 or 7 police cars, an ambulance, etc., but it was too late - you were gone.

I remember first meeting you back in 1973.
You were just a little guy, blonde tousled hair, twinkling eyes
and a mischievous grin that you maintained your entire life.
John & I took you shopping that weekend,
all of us crammed into the front seat of the Triumph, a 1960 TR3A.
You were infatuated with me then, and in later years, you would call to talk with me,
not necessarily with your brother.

For your 50th birthday, John & I stopped over to give you a few presents;
one of them was a digital layout I had made and framed for you.
It was an extracted baby photo of you, cradled in an overturned umbrella.
I had placed an element of a clock on it, the hands told the time of 8:22.
I titled the layout “Almost Autumn”, since you was born on September 16th.
You asked about the significance of the clock and the time.
I shrugged it off, said that there was no meaning to it other than it came with the element.
Little did I know that 4 months later, this would be the time of the dreaded phone call.

Why did this have to happen? What could we have done to prevent your death?
You had been in pain for several years. You had multiple surgeries, but nothing seemed to help.
Did your body just give out, or had you experienced enough of life?

Fast forward a few years, to October 2015.
Your mother decided it was time to move on, she needed to say goodbye to her baby boy.
So she rallied the family together, and we buried your ashes
at the base of a lovely Japanese maple in the front yard.
It was Halloween, October 31, the Day of the Dead,
a day to pay homage to those who have passed.
I did another layout for you that day.
You were front and center wearing your blue-blocker sunglasses, in full color.
Behind you stood both sets of grandparents, your father and two of your aunts,
those who, I am sure, joined you once you crossed over.
At your burial, your brothers and sisters were able to tell you once again
how much they missed you, how much they loved you.
Your headstone was a simple brick that one of your brothers found at an antique store.
It was imprinted “MBC”, your initials.
After just a bit of searching I also found out that it stood for Malden Brick Company,
based out of Malden, New York.
You would have liked that, being the collector you were.

We all think of you often, think of how our lives were touched by you,
think of what would have happened if you'd still be around today.
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I'm so sorry for your loss! This is a beautiful homage to a missed soul. Sending hugs your way!
 
@fruitysuet @bestcee Thank you both. While it happened four years ago, it is obviously still on my mind. Journaling helps the soul, don't you agree? I found it uncanny that the time on his 50th birthday layout was the time we received the ominous phone call from his mother, my mother-in-law. Definitely a premonition, a higher being that caused this to happen.
 
@mcurtt the element clock thing is uncanny. And I completely agree - journaling helps the soul. Words to paper can heal in ways other things can't for me.
 
Oh I got goosepimples as I read this! What an unexpected significance those numbers held indeed. Wow. I love that you went photo less and with an art journaling tone in your documentation of this part of your story. It's so thoughtfully rendered and your words are emotive and touching. I love that you simultaneously share the happenings and your thoughts and questions and feelings and it is all peppered with fantastic details. You have painted a hauntingly beautiful portrait of Matt's passing and also glimpses of his personality and the love everyone felt for him. Rich storytelling, that.

(And for the record, I absolutely believe there is a greater hand involved when things like this happen.)
 

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