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Long story about this page...I had trouble with my program last night, it kept crashing and seemed like the computer was alive and determined not to let me do this...but I was as determined, so finally this is what I could make after crashing another 4 or 5 times this morning. Because of the crashes, I left the journaling for the other side of the page which I will make later, but the story here is about how I difficult it was for me the anxiety of not getting pregnant, long story, luckily with a very very happy "ending" (more like a very happy new beginning!!) with Sarita born when I was almost 38 years old. Then there is the fact that God sometimes, even when we think is unfair, works the right path for us, as we spent 2 years of more anxiety trying to have another child...I am now almost happy it didn't happen, as the way things developed I am not sure I would have been able to give as much love and a good (great) education as I have given and give to Sarita to this day. But then there is my questioning and anxiety and anger at times with this life's unfairness... I have friends who deserve to be mothers and can;t...whilst there are so so many women spread around the world who shouldn't be allowed to give birth, the way the life of those kids ends up being ....but hey, lets not philosophy about this big issues as we are powerless to correct them ....in this case, people like Anne of Alamo, Liz (Scrapping with)and some other scrappers and some non scrappers friends of mine make my world a better one and give me the hope that this issue wanted to destroy....
TFL
