. It's a long and lonely road to be on.
I agree with you in most, and I am always saying that, literally, scrapbooking
SAVED my life.
There is no doubt about it-
But it doesn't have to be such a lonely road-
I have found here so many people that made my path not so less lonely, but got my faith back on track.
What my mum & dad failed to be able to do in 2003 when I had a "routine" hip replacement that was supposed to get me back to full time work failed miserably and so did 4 other operations that followed along the 3 years after, and my life as I knew it collapsed, my husband of 12 years together, father of my daughter , the love of my life, an incredible man, professional, husband, father, friend, son, also had been not too long before diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis and instead of letting me help him or get help, decided to become al alcoholic, and then I was alone with a 5 years old, unable to work, pain, the excruciating kind, 24/7, over 4000 miles from all my family and life time friends, in a country where the culture is SO different I couldn't even make my self understood with the medical profession because my problem was beyond bones & tissues: from being a fun, social, very successful professional in 3 jobs, earning tons of money and living a life I loved, I went to not being able to get out of bed, drive, have a shower on my own and at times not even fed myself.......when my mum left (of course she had been here almost a year and my dad was dying without her) my world collapsed even more. My child was then 6.
I blamed God.
All my family tried. There are many religions in my family, Jewish, Roman Catholic, many ramifications of Christian Churches, and even Muslims (my parents are from Syria but went to South America very young)- Everyone tried.
Nothing.
Then these women, chiefly, I have to say, our dear, dear to my heart Anne of Alamo (God knows how much I miss the crazy nut!!! LOL)
some of my designers, Jen (as in Jenevang) had a lot to do too, though maybe she doesn't even remember.....they not only gave me my faith back, but also were there for me all along, in more ways that you can imagine. -they still are

There are a lot more of you but we ll be here all day-
You DO NOT have to be lonely.
Reach out.
There are here a lot of people who suffer in different ways, and I am SURE you will find the soothing friendship works miracles.
I'm one who (and I know many of you can confirm this) will try be there for you at any time.
I sleep very little.
Sometimes I can't type, but I get on skype or on the phone if needed.
I know am not everyone's cup of tea, but I do know there are a group of women here, at The Lilypad, that there will be sure someone that will be in harmony with you.
Reach out.
You do NOT have to be lonely.
The best thing that happened to me after 2003 was finding scrapbooking and it took a LONG time , but I found this place and this place has LOVE- all around.
and laughter.
and understanding.
all those things that make happiness
even if for a while, your heart will feel the soothing.
I'm not saying is the cure, but to me? it works much better than oral morph.....
there is reason beyond our comprehesion why God has put us all together here, women of all kind of path and religion, color, nationality....this is a VERY special place-
just reach out

you do not have to be lonely
