Some of you may already know that my husband (35) has brain cancer. He recently had surgery and is going through daily radiation. This past Monday, my mom died. She was rushed into the ER. Went into cardiac arrest. They worked on her and did active CPR for an hour. My sister and I held her when they turned off the machine keeping her "alive." This probably isn't the place to ask, but please, those of you who believe that there is more, something, anything, after this life, please PM me. I want so badly to believe but my faith is really being tested. My mom was 61. She has three young grandchildren. My sister and I have no father. We have our husbands and kids. I'm lucky to have in-laws. We have each other but our relationship is strained. I feel broken, lost, angry, sad, overwhelmed. Thanks for listening.