Time Flies
- Description
- Journal to Bianca Reads:
you are nine now.
you are at your first sleepover party tonight, and i miss you. i miss you now, i miss you as a toddler, i am missing you already as a sixteen year old. i alay in your bed and cuddle you at night, like i have been doing for all of our years as us. but the ache of time, against my own spirit and skin it is nothing compared with watching you grow and spin beyond me. tonight i lay alone and i cry, and try to hide the little chokes and gasps. i try to hide the longing, when it comes in this way, though it has always been there, even when you were closest. especially then. time is a strange thing. it passes without warning. these past few years i have seen and watched you grow, and while i am so proud of the young lady you have became; a part of me longs for that snuggly toddler you once were. soon you will no longer want your mother to cuddle as you drift into dream land. you will be too old for me to lay next to you and just watch you breath. till then i can just sigh and pray there is a magical way to turn back the clocks of time.
Credits:
Sahlin Studio:
Play by DeCrow Designs and Sahlin Studio
Just Jaimee:
July Storyteller
Sept Story Teller
Pronuncial Doodled Alpha
Kim Jensen:
Torn Tape
Heather Joyce:
The Sketchy Pen