wow what powerful journaling. Thanks for sharing this with us sweetie .. its not easy but nothing worthwhile ever is {hugs}
powerful, very honest journaling... I have been in similar situations, and it ended up making me reluctant to help... difficult one to work out... like Amanda well says: not easy but the big things in life never are...more huggzz to you...
You are such an amazing scrapper and human. TFS your story. It is a difficult topic and real life is not always neat and tidy.
