It should be nice to sit out here now that there is finally some sun and warmth. But the times I do manage to sit out, I can't seem to relax. I just think about all the things we need to do out here. The railing that needs to be finished, the walls that MUST be painted. The grass should have been cut and the terrace needs oiling. That's one of the worst things about this illness, I think. That you feel useless all the time. And that everything reminds me of that - all the time! I'm sitting out here now writing this. I can't sit for too long, because then I won't be able to take a shower. And I have to today because I'm going to my last team dinner afterwards. Farewell dinner is probably more appropriate. I've been sick for so long that I had to quit my job.
We will never be caught up and there will always be projects that need to be done. I'm sorry you have to deal with this illness. But what I see is beautiful...outside and in. Thanks for sharing.
I hate that you have to deal with illness, you created a beautiful page with your journaling. The views are lovely. All of those things can wait; you are more important than anything else. Your job is taking care of yourself.
Oh wow, thank you so much @scrapchyck!!
Thank you @garrynkim @trekmom Thank you so much for your kind words. I know that, but It's very hard. Something about this weather is making it harder somehow.
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