Whew!...This Layout Challenge Was A Tough One For Me...I'm Not A Journaler At All...Yes!...I Like A Lot Of Words In My Layouts Sometimes...But WA Words Or Quotes!...To Explain My Strong Subject Matter Coupled With Vibrant Images & Content...So Writing Down 20 Anything's Was A Different Approach For My Thought Patterns...I Took Almost One Whole Day Just To Think About It & How I Wanted To Approach This Challenge...Ultimately...My Mind Went Back To My Daily Struggles Of Health & Anxiety Issues...2019 Was My Toughest Year To Date...& The Start Of 2020 Hasn't Been Great Either!...I'm Really Sick Right Now & Have Multiple Health Issues On Top Of That...It Gets Tiring Being Sick All The Time...It Takes A Toll On Your Mind & Body...So That Being Said...Topic Of Mind Right Now...This Layout Speaks To My Chaotic/Crazy Life Struggles & How I See Them On Paper Currently...How I Visualize The Health Issues/Anxiety & So On...This Is Also A Lot About How Anxiety Problems Have A Way Of Creeping In & Making You Feel Bad About Yourself...No Matter How Hard You Try...Those Negative Feelings Just Persist...Such Is What We Call Anxiety...
So My Solution Is Always To Create...Create...Create...My Layouts Are My Outlet For Creativity Of Course...But Often Times They Are About My Personal Anxiety Daily Struggles...So My List Is Of 20 Things That I Struggle With On A Personal Basis & That I Am Trying To Overcome...This Is Very Personal To Me...And Very Difficult To Write Down & Even More Difficult To See On Paper For Me...But Ultimately...I Never Do Anything Half Way...If I Was Gonna Go There...I Was Gonna Go There All The Way...Or I'm Not Gonna Go There...I Don't Feel Things Half-Way...Only Full On...But Ultimately In The End...Eventhough This Took Forever To Complete...I'm Really Happy With The Result...It Says Everything That I'm Trying To Say & Expresses All My Feelings About These Personal Issues & How I Will Try To Overcome...Or At Least Try My Darndest To...And...I Will Try My Ultimate Best...& That's All Anyone Can Ask For...
*For My Vision Board:Mood Board:2020 Updates Layout-I Used: