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MrsPeel, Sep 2, 2017
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Long story about this page...I had trouble with my program last night, it kept crashing and seemed like the computer was alive and determined not to let me do this...but I was as determined, so finally this is what I could make after crashing another 4 or 5 times this morning. Because of the crashes, I left the journaling for the other side of the page which I will make later, but the story here is about how I difficult it was for me the anxiety of not getting pregnant, long story, luckily with a very very happy "ending" (more like a very happy new beginning!!) with Sarita born when I was almost 38 years old. Then there is the fact that God sometimes, even when we think is unfair, works the right path for us, as we spent 2 years of more anxiety trying to have another child...I am now almost happy it didn't happen, as the way things developed I am not sure I would have been able to give as much love and a good (great) education as I have given and give to Sarita to this day. But then there is my questioning and anxiety and anger at times with this life's unfairness... I have friends who deserve to be mothers and can;t...whilst there are so so many women spread around the world who shouldn't be allowed to give birth, the way the life of those kids ends up being ....but hey, lets not philosophy about this big issues as we are powerless to correct them ....in this case, people like Anne of Alamo, Liz (Scrapping with)and some other scrappers and some non scrappers friends of mine make my world a better one and give me the hope that this issue wanted to destroy....
TFL :)
LynnG, Smwhite, cinderella and 3 others like this.
    • cfile
      beautiful page Cynthia. I love all the grunginess and the word art. Just a wonderful page. Thanks for posting the journaling and I am so orry your PC was crashing on you. Hope it is feeling better today :)
    • flowersgal
      Oh those rebellious computers. Mine has refused to save a layout after I have worked for hours on it. And it loses its mind with some regularity telling me that I don't have enough RAM to do that. Sorry you had that frustration on top of others. But you managed to persevere and turn out a great page. Thanks for sharing the journaling from the heart. I will look forward to seeing the other side off this double layout when your computers recovers. Hope it and you are better today.
    • cinderella
      Awesome page for a difficult theme... Looking forward to seeing the other page too.
    • sm_amber
      This is beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing a part of your heart with this page.. All my love to you - you are amazing!! :heartlub
    • suslyn
      What a great LO. Truly. And the story! TFS. I'm pleased to see your work again (I've been away) and glad you have folks to walk alongside in the hard times. Blessings.
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